My deck, just a couple of minutes ago:


I love the snow! Truly, truly I do!

I bet you guys are getting tired of my pictures, but I'm having fun.

By the way, I can't see a bloody thing on my deck - there is no light. These pictures were taken blind. I love my camera.

Out my front door a couple of minutes ago.



Squeee! Snow!

Driving to work in the morning might be fun, but right now I don't care.

I was wrong about my favorite manager closing tonight. He had to cover for one of the openers. I have no problems with the ones who were there tonight, it's just not so easy to talk to them.

The store was really quiet today. The snow was enough to keep most people home, but not so many that we were allowed to close early. I was about ready to go out of my mind with boredom. To make matters worse, when I don't have anything to do, I start to think too much. I normally feel a bit depressed when I think too much. Tonight, it sent me back to the managers' office to sob for a while. When I was helping customers, I was not doing that great a job. I just didn't have the patience for it. I try to hide my pain and frustration from the customers, but I know it shows through at times. There are so many lately who have been giving me the "there, there dear, it's not so bad" kind of reaction, which of course only brings me closer to completely losing my temper.

The snow started sticking to the roads just early enough that the drive home was a bit of a challenge. The pavement was slick, and the road was closed very close to where I live. I had to turn around and take the long way home, hoping very much that I wouldn't run into another police car and line of orange cones. The officer would have had to deal with a nearly hysterical driver.

The snow has pretty much stopped now. Everything is so pretty outside and I wish I had the energy to take a walk. I need sleep too much for that. Maybe tomorrow.