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This is the worst time of year, but I'm okay. Not great, but okay and that will do for now. Winning NaNoWriMo and making progress toward having marketable skills helps.

I haven't finished everything I need to for my web design class, but I'm getting there and I know I am capable of doing well enough with what is left. Hell, I've aced everything so far and I know I'm learning this stuff better than most of the class and being caught up now (which I am) puts me ahead of 2/3rds of the people taking the class. After the disaster that school was before, this is an incredible improvement and I now even have faith that I can manage two classes next semester. I'm not even thinking about a degree right now. But I will take any sign of progress as a good thing. I was The Disappointing Failure Who Could Do Better If I Tried for far too long and it's hard to leave that behind.

I miss Cat every damn day but I can live with that. If I can get a book published it will even feel like she would be proud of me.

Thank you for all of the comments on my last entry. Right now I don't feel up to responding to all of them but they really helped.

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thewronghands
Dec. 11th, 2011 08:42 pm (UTC)
We're here and we care. (I miss her too.) And I agree, she would totally be proud of you.
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